I fill my life with so many distractions that I never have time to return to this reality of tainted thoughts, but when I do, I can’t help but hate myself for just about everything.
It’s okay, I’ll forget…
every time i walk into my room i forget that i rearranged it and experience a short bit of confusion in my head, then i remember that i moved everything
why can’t my mind just understand that my room is different
this has been happening for 3 days
1 follower of 200!
yay, thank you everyone (◕‿◕)
sorry I haven’t been posting a lot, guys
My internet has gotten worse and even going on this site stops my internet from working for my other family members in the house and they get angry (◡﹏◡) (mostly my brother, eek!)
also, my carpal tunnel has been really bad.. I’ve been resting my hand and wrist a lot but it doesn’t seem to be getting any better. I shouldn’t be even using this hand to type right now but oh well (◕ ◡ ◕) I may be needing surgery but I don’t know what’s going on yet.
i lost power last night and we still don’t have any (i’m on a generator and on my laptop right now which is super slow)
we have over 2 feet of snow and i don’t think we’re going to have power for a while
i don’t have a queue set up or anything atm but i might soon!
i do not plan on sleeping
i’m so excited! i hope he comes out right
I don’t have any homework
I’m so boredddd~
Off to bed~
Will probably finish rewatching Madoka & taking screenshots tomorrow. (◕ω◕)
So I have a desktop and a laptop
I got my desktop for my birthday because my laptop was going to die (I just bought a new battery for it so now I have two computers)
it’s nice but IT’S SO CONFUSING because I put anime on both computers and then when I want to watch something while I’m out on my laptop it’s like OMG NO THAT’S ON MY DESKTOP and ugh such a first world problem BUT if I put all my anime on my laptop it will just fill the hard drive up
They are just so much kinder, interesting and more open. Wiser, too. It may sound bias because I’ve grown up surrounded by them, but it is just my opinion.
pls take all my worries away